Life

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Been homebound for 4 days now.. just another day to go..Its been a lot more bearable thanks to my darling friends. Kel left yesterday and i had to brave through the night alone..it was initially really uncomfortable for me, esp when i was all alone at home. i watched TV right through the night..took my pills and slept. This morning, Amber, Jess and KaIyin payed me a visit, bringing Teenage Ninja Turtles, the Movie , with them. We ordered in Sarpino's Pizza and its the first time after 4 days that i had the chance to eat FOOD, like REAL food. Sorry, no offence to the creators of porridge and oats but seriously, i was SOOOO satisfied. Thank you girls for a wonderful afternoon and visit. i started clearing one part of my room and realised that clearing my whole room will possibly take months. I'm keeping my UNi notes right from Semester 1! gosh. i need a vacuum. I had planned to tidy up my clothes but i just have not got up to that yet. maybe tomo(i say that everyday). I spent some time on my lappie for the rest of the day..I was supposed to do the minutes for the SASW meeting but maybe later (i keep telling myself that each time). Procrastination is the name of the game right now.. since i'm not rushing for time for ONCE, i seem to have the liberty of action. It feels good. It doesnt make me feel as useless as i used to. I feel relieved, relaxed and most importantly, FREE. Its the same feeling as i used to have in HK. I had the liberty of time and i planned time, not the other way round. From this and the course of events over the past month or so, i realised the demerits of "packing it all in". Yes, J and C, i see it already. I guess, its part of my nature to race against time or accomplish far more than i can. I'm learning, slowly but surely.
One more day to live like a bird. And that would have broken my record of staying within my 4 walls for 5 days in a row. Congrats Liz. This is a milestone.