Life

Thursday, May 24, 2007

The past week has been challenging. I've been going thru so much at work because of a feud with a colleague and its been torturous and dreadful to even go to work. Spoke to my supervisor twice about it.. cried my heart out..now, something's being done finally. On my side, a lot of barries and blockages in talking to this person. It was a struggle. In Matthew 5:44, it states:

"Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of the father in heaven. He causes the sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and unrighteous. If you love those who love you, what reward do you get?Are not even the tax collectors doing that?..."

How many know the essense of this verse? Repeating it by your lips seem to be very simple but truly grasping the concept is not an easy task. I was challenged with this verse on more than one occasion. Kel sent me a whole passage about this verse explaining it to me. I understood what it meant. It meant that whatever she has done to me, i have to love her and pray for her.
I did. I prayed for her. And guess what, i learnt the concept of forgiveness. I felt so relieved and happy afer that, I bought a card and wrote something for her, yet to give it to her but i will soon enough. At least now i know, that i've forgiven her. Whaever she does then and from now on, does not bother me anymore.
I thank God for causing a change in my heart. Its amazing how different u can feel once u've forgiven a person, by God's grace.

Kinda disappointed over the last two nights..shuffling of plans and it didnt work out.. Spaced out.

Today was the ast NCSS scholarship event i'll be going to. As a scholar for the past yr, i was asked to share my experiences..somehow i seem to convince myself of my career once more. ANYWAY, 36 DAYS MORE TO THE END OF MY SCHOLARSHIP BOND!

Sigh this is the first time, i'm seeing only a 2 digit amount in my bank account. I know this is the result of not tithing for the last 2 months. My fault, noone to blame. Just another day to pay day makes me feel a whole lot better and 2 months to the fat cheque is making me feel exhilarated!

J, i can't believe the class 95 dedication! i think its the first time i'm hearing this! and u caught me by surprise. well done:)

C: Appreciate all the daily sms'es. really do.

K: You're doing great gal!

L: SQ doesnt deserve you.

Everyone's getting married. I'm gonna be broke.

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