| Sunday, October 22, 2006 |
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Pastor Rusty Rusell prayed for me today. I had to take the leap of faith out to the alter. It was a struggle, like my life is now. Full of burdens that i'm forced to carry, by myself. So he said that God has lifted my burdens and given me freedom. With this, i know that God has heard my cries and is going to work thru my life. I guess all along, i've been refusing to accept that my life is in disequilibrium and am still bitter and unhappy over many aspects. My family thinks i'm a difficult person now. They prayed for me in church. Seriously. Where did that come from! I was stunned. Looks like i've become a different person. When u remove certain things from yor life.. and barenness occurs, i guess, this is what happens. I dunno. I just pray that God will mould me into the woman He wants me to be and not what everyone wants me to be. The girls home has moved to defu lane. so near my house!!! urgh. I hope i stop getting tempted by all these things and focus with what i have now. Cos i love my job and i love my colleagues. I couldn't ask for more. Haha. All that is cognitive restructuring. Let's hope it works. |
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