Life

Saturday, September 09, 2006

After two weeks, i can say that much has happened to me, emotionally, physically and spiritually. Much has happened in terms of activities. My cousin had gotten engaged, we had staff planning which was devastating to me due to a shift in some things, i attended a 2 day professional seminar on youth excellence at Orchard Hotel and was extremely pregnant at the end of that, both with food and knowledge coupled with motivation and passion. I even bought a book from borders ," Why do they act that way" a book on youths.My very first owned book. (stop grinning!) Had a school visit under my school social work course and better idea of how it works and should work, had my first time counselling a ADHD 11 year old boy, realised my total amount of loans amount to 20 k, made a surprise visit to my GP youth's home at 830 only to find her missing and the drama started (was really fun!) but i really don't want to breech her..Doing a fashion show for charity tomo , red cross bazaar with Singapore shawls. I finally watched a movie, lovewrecked after 2 years. I think my life is exciting. Amidst all these, i begin to ask myself, whats my end goal? What do i want to achieve? is what i am doing now bringing me closer to my end? I surely thank My colleague vincent for bringing all this in perspective to me. I really love this guy. Full of zest and passion. he comes up with intervention programs at 2 am..and does a lot for the youth out of his own will. He even followed me to my youth's house yesterday and only went back at 10(we should end work at 6). Even when i wanted to check out this illegal ciggerette dealer, he offered to follow me. He surely is showing me, what it means tohave a heart. At the end of the day, he sent me the message,

"Dear sis, God did not call us to work majority of our lives just to survive, earning a paycheck ad existing from weekend to weekend. God created each person for specific reasons, tasks and purposes, and He equipped each of us with the perfect combinations of talents, skills, and abilities required to find fulfillment for our lives. We are called to build into the lives of others in such a way that their potential is developed and they are prepared for work and service that honours Christ and builds His church. This is a key to life success"

So he asked me, was i called just to dance in church, within church? what happens to reaching out to people through this medium?

I have loads to think about, tasks to fulfill, decisions to make and prayers to be made.

Hope this entry blesses you.

Dance classes resume coming thurs! YIPPEEEEEE! God honours commitment !