Life

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Havent been blogging for a seemingly long time. Just have had no time and mood to log on at home. Due to the high traffic of events at night, I have been coming home just in time to hit the sack. But yeap, it hasn’t been the best week. Had people in office telling me to do something to myself cos I’ve been looking too tired everyday and I felt so interrogated. Goodness. I’m not a morning person! Good enough that I’d reuse my lipstick when I meet clients. Also, had a terrible Saturday because of a dream. I had a poem running in my head about it but sigh, realized there wasn’t a point blogging it. Seriously, wished I never dreamt of you cos it no longer brings me joy but sadness cos of all that was shared and yet now, it seems like a dream, a fairytale.. So the moodiness set in for the whole weekend! I went back to sentosa on Sat with Vivian and Alice and it brought back the memories in my dream..looks like I couldn’t run away from it. Sigh.
Went to esplanade and then to fullerton and there was a band singing.. I was so into the song sung.. “Because of you”- Kelly Clarkson. .I guess the words really brought me back to reality. I felt so melancholic and lost. I couldn’t feel anything. I guess its about time where I’d have to face my heart turned cold.
On the way back, I was approached to help this man who was lying on the pavement and ground. He was drunk and there were three of us there trying to get him up to no avail. We called the police and they came in 25 MINUTES. LONG!And I was really impressed by this 16 year old boy and an older man who showed so much concern by pulling over and backtracking on the way back. Also, they waited with me, for the police to come. It was impressive really. I urge all Singaporeans to follow this example.
I took a graduation picture at the Kowloon photo studio today.. it was nice..wonder how its gonna turn out..well..

Today was youth sunday and it was really good. i'm so happy with what GTC's youths are achieving for His Kingdom. It is going to be mighty!
I’ve had too good food to eat today. Had good thai express food with Jo and Kris and then after the photoshoot, we went to the “no signboard” seafood restaurant to eat and unknowingly, chalked up a $80 bill because we took the sweet and sour fish which costs $35 !! it said “seasonal price”. Never get fooled by that peeps. Sighz. The food was really good though. When I was changing, I saw myself in the mirror and I really looked like I was 3 months pregnant. I guess I wont have a crisis with how I look when I’m really pregnant.
Am still yet to watch the movie” the rookie” meant for one of the programs I’m running on TUES! so fast! Sigh. This Is really last minute but what to do. Every hour this week except tomo where I’m on course, is filled. Hour to hour. God grant me strength.