Life

Monday, May 15, 2006

Funny how there are songs to explain or describe everything within the human. And even when ur sick of listening to love songs, there's even a song to describe that! Songs mean something to me. Esp songs dedicated to me from special people in my life. Now listening to them is painful cos life is different and you still have those songs that will bring back memories that gives u a "high" once you listen to them but when the song is over, you drown into a "low".
So much for songs.
Did posters for open house today.. they look nice. Dressed to go to the council bbq at night but after gg to NUS for open house meet, i was too lazy and i was too caught up with conversing. I found a "friend" today. Although we've been classmates for 4 years, its only today that i opened up to her, was my real self and let out some secrets that my classmates probably dun know about. She's really nice to talk to. But well, people say Social workers are nice to talk to all the time anyway. We share similarities and its cool to hang out with her. Nice to have this now, after graduating cos this is the time people disappear. Meeting another social work classmate on wed. Am excited.
I'm back to spending more time with God. Thats should be my priority now. So glad to have nic as my QT buddy so we can check on each other:-) Time to sort my life out.

I wish it wouldnt be so different. And i wish i could talk to you like before. I wish you knew how much it pains me. I wonder how much i mean to you now.
I wonder.