Life

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I had an aweful day. seriosuly. the worst one yet during my holidays. I felt stranded, alone and pathetic. I made good use out of it though.
So i am teaching at loyang pri for these 3 days from 1230-330.. 3 hr slots each day!
FAINT.
But Good pay. And it will be useful for driving round 3.
So i was supposed to catch a movie with Aaron and phoebe at 430 at picturehouse.. so i really tried rushing down.. in the end..it was such that both of them couldnt make it for the 430 slot.. and apparently, my guy friend was stuck at ICA for a long time.. was kinda disappointed cs i really wanted to meet him and my schedule's usually blocked a week in advance..sigh, oh and supposed to meet NUS gang for dinner but 2 girls last min couldnt come and in the end we called that one off too. Din meet any of them.. was standing at DOuby gaut station not knowing where to go and a call came asking me to go go for casting for a print ad and its funny but i agreed and i went down to kallang for a 2 mins casting. Gosh. waste of time. then i stood there again thinkingof what to do. I arranged to give tution so i took a bus to bukit batok.. on the way there, my tuition girl called and said she's locked out of the house and has to wait for her mum.. and that i couldnt give tuition today. Right. So i managed to get down right in front of city hall station. But i stood there for 10 mins thinking of what to do and i really didnt know. so i took a walk. Down the lane.. looked at some accessories and went to watsons.. then decided i'll go for waxing in hougang. So it took me an hour to get there by bus. Right. thats the only thing that turned out right today. Oh and my stomach's really CLEAN now..just need to CUT the fats and it will be perfect. I threaded my upper lip for the first time and it hurt man. Big time. Well, i survived it.
Oh in between, i got news about something disturbing that really left me in low spirits the whole day. Felt so disappointed today. Really. came back and i had a HUGE fight with Dad. I am soo disaapointed and even angry with him. So angry. it was ok for a while but it came back today. i almost splashed water at him. that was crazy. He totally brings out the WORST in me. Dun blame me for generally having a distaste to the male gender.

I want to listen to this song.. but i dunno the artiste..i only have the tune and some words ringing in my head. Some of the words are..

Butterflies are free to fly
Why do they fly away..
leaving me to carry on, i wonder why
Was it you who kept me wondering why
Even though you knew i was always by your side.

Its so apt butterfly.
i really want to listen to it. anybody has any idea who sang it and the name of the song?