Life

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Yes,
In 40 hours, i would have Graduated from NUS. 4 years. Man, its been 4 years. Totally doesn't feel like it.. Feel like i'm in a crisis thinking about it. Thursday, 7pm. I'll be done with education for the rest of my life (Not including masters and PHD yet though), in Singapore.
What a journey. Something i'd never trade for in the world. Its moulded me to the person i am now. Education is so important , not for the cert or anything but for maturity. Intellectual maturity. I've grown so much over these years, seen different things in different perspectives.. ah, i can enter another blog entry some other time.
Well, i'm halfway thru the exam battle. All the three papers were fine. My paper on sat was easy, malay was manageable and Thank God! i could do today's paper. After malay ended at 7pm yest, i was beat and i really couldnt study for today's paper. ky was so sweet to study in school with me till 1 and drive me back:> Thats what friends are for eh. Here's a true one. So i barely studied for today's paper and was really panicking..but yeah i actually sawa defeatist attitude in me.. i stopped worrying and almost "gave up".. woke up at 9 and left to school to make sure the RBR book wouldnt be snatched away by someone else. oh, and thank God for open book exams or i'd really be defeated. God is good.. really helped me gain composure and allwed me to breathe during this period..i am taking the last exams of my life so easily. I want to enjoy the process of studying and i have..i dun really want thurs to come.. in crisis..
My calender is becoming more packed by the day as dates are soon filling up.. i have to focus on two things after the exams.. my driving and the parent's day dinner.. its gonna be fun.. exciting break for me till i start work..i wanna go take up dance classes outside too..so ya! packed! better date me now or too bad..
Daniel, when we playing badminton? how about the 4th? i can book the court at paya lebar cc(opp macs)..i have the PAYM card.
alrighty, need to get my mood back to studying for Thurs paper..
OH!one last thing. I'm so happy to get an A for my theory building paper.. just so thrilled! cos i spent some time doing it..and i enjoyed doing it..coming up with my own model for practice on sexual decision making. Gives me motivation to study for theory building paper on thurs.

Man, way cool!