Life

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Finally began my data analysis. Tell me about it. I'm real slow. Dr Sim hasnt replied my email after my first coding to see if i'm on the right track so i dunno whether to carry on.. i basically took 3 hours to code one theme and have 4 more to go.. well. Hopefully, can do the rest faster since i've got the hang of it. I have one week to the dateline for research. Its really scary right now cos i havent started writing. slept at 4 yest and started filming from 9 plus this morning to 4pm then gave tution. real tired now...
What an experience at the Autism Youth centre. Truth be told, i have never been around austisitc kids or youths and dun really know how it feels. This time i was at the centre for 6 hours straight and it was really an eye opener. Man! the beautiful art peices. They even prepared their own lunch today! Still have another day of filming next tues when they are brought out on an outing..
My temper seems to be lingering on. Today, i was so pissed with my tuition kid cos for the upteenth time, he didnt do his hw and failed his english test somemore. So i gave him a punishment, doubled the hw and he gave me a balck face,r efusing to respond to me. I almost blast. But i didnt. after many failed attempts, i decided to leave 10 mins earlier. I saw the anger in me.i mean, i'm alreayd so busy, i bother to teach you but u dun bother. Sometimes, u dun look for recognition but just a little reciprocation will do. Sighz.
I have to carry on with my work now.

oh i have another job interview next friday with MCYS for the job of a youth development officer. Honestly, i dun feel excited. I dun really fancy policy that much. Just that they pay well. Well, let His will be done.