| Tuesday, March 28, 2006 |
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My dad really brings out the worst in me.. and i know i'm sinning against God by really condemning him but why don't i just shut up? i can't. I realise i have a lot of anger in me. A lot of anger. I can't control my temper with him. I dun want him to come on the aussie trip. He just pisses me off. "Dear LorD, i pray that you will help me to control my temper and learn to accept my Dad.. to pray for him and learn to love him. Wow! that seems like a task i will never be able to do but i know that Lord, u will turn my mourning into dancing, my sorrow into Joy. i have been feeling really low and not anyone to express that much to. Thank God for Kris who has heard me blast this morning. Thank you for my mum and sis who held me back from doing something displeasing. Lord, help me, mould me and change me to be more loving towards my Dad. I can't take the stress at home anymore. In Jesus name, Amen. Amzing how people who read ur blog and dun know you really goes all out to be of support and encouragement to you but your good friends shy away.. so sometimes u wonder who ur friends really are..well, thanks to all who have been that support. God bless you. |
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