Life

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

writing therapy- pls fulfil your function in alleviating this highly stressed individual. Yes thats me.
Thank God for Friends. giving me messages like they are praying for me and i'll be fine. It lifts my spirits.
The past two days have been long.. really long.. Tues, my day started at 1 and had 2 lectures back to back, ending at 7pm. rushed to this sec 4 student's house in Bukit Batok for my first history tuition. Got lost and went late and tuition ended at 10pm. It was a good session esp when i love hist and am getting paid tonnes. I took a cab back cos i was called up to relief teach for the next two days.. gosh.. so i had to sleep early and this morning, woke up at 630am, after like donkey years..and went to school. It was ok.. i was happy actually. The first class was the class i love. i was teaching them Eng and hist last yr. They were so happy to see me and everyone else, acknowledging me. Just had a sense of validation.. then came oppotunities to testify.. with the students peering into my bag and seeing my bible to seeing a guy in "drum action" unknowingly caught my attention and there was talk about speaking in tongues..really cool. So have been teaching loads and enjoying it. Went for driving after school and tuition in church. Sonjula gave me a headache.. also cos i was so tired. Got home and till now i can't leave my research alone. I realise i have so much more to do before handing up my final proposal on fri. My supervisor is really 'pushing" me. i think i will skip malay class tomo and come back straight after relief teaching to complete my lit review for my research.
Lord, pls grant me strength and focus for this paper. Its really tough but i know i can reply on you and depend on your grace and mercy. Thank you Jesus. Amen.