Life

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

gosh, i can't belive i'm bloggin. just need an outlet i guess. Dun feel like talking so writing is good eh!
Today is interesting..I got off to a good start this morning.. my human alarm clock was fearlessly trying to get me out of my bed , like he always succeeds to:) and i got down to setting a time limit for each chapter. that worked for the first one .. until i decided that i had to take care of my sis and my own lunch needs so i actually got down to cooking again! but simple.. just sauteed cabbage and then fried mee goreng with egg and hotdogs.. sis finally said it was good! yippee.. although i know it wasnt great ,.. it was a good stress reliever.. i'm trying to think of the cooking escapades in hk.. how could i have possibly eaten my own food everyday! come to think of it, where have my culinary skills disappeared to?i guess when push comes to shuff, u are left with no choice, u purge out whatever energy you have in you and u will seem to accomplish the impossible. But when ur comfortable in life, everything provided for.. u retreat into your own comfortable shell. reckon?
So anyway, i went on studying until i realised this reading summary was long overdue and i had to do it.. so i went online to do it.. i finished the whole thing but didnt save it.. i happened to cut the document with the intention of pasting it into something else and guess what? the window wasnt responding, for half an hour! i actually cried. All that one hour's worth for nothing.. my mum came in and i felt so irritated that i was so mean to her and she said she was just going to sit there and pray and watch the screen.. after a while.. restarting my com twice.. i happened to look into my folder and i saw the document. It was 3/4 saved and i really thank God for that. My mum came in and told me that i cried cos i had little faith. Yes..i agree. I've been trying to handle so many things with my own strength and ability and it takes an event like this for me to realise it. well, praise God for this. Anyway, i went back to my work and ky calls to tell me she got an A+ for an assignment. i was overjoyed ! i remember the time in the lib when we were brainstorming on that topic and when she came to watch the movie at my place.. all her worries.. all operationlised and put to good use. Well, i conquered a giant today. I missed an impt lecture while i was away in turkey and it was on group research designs: preexperimental, quasi experimental, experimental designs and i know squats so i had to read and read to fully understand and i conquered my fear of these things. i hate numbers, statistics, etc.. but today taught me a lot. nothing is impossible!
My total count: i studied 4 chapters in all. Quite pleased cos i realised i only have one other chapter that i have to carefully study cos i have done reading summaries for the other 2.. hurrah! So after that , i'm done for this module. amazing eh. God is good. studying at my slow pace has its rewards too.
I'm bored. But i know i'll get past this soon. Thanks to all who are of some support , in some way or another.
Love and miss ya!