Life

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

so today was another sleepy but happy day..well, had to get up earlier cos ling mum had a meeting at 9 so drove us to school at 8.. so then we had our small group presentations. u know, i really feel stupid in this class ESP in this group. well, the smart group. they just have all the smart things to say. they know of all the tough teminology which i try to whack thru. week by week, they have something to say about my presentation and notes. They keep saying the summary sheet is too long and wordy! hey what do u expect summarizing a research paper?!wait till she gets her hands on doing one. I mean, two of them didnt do their work today u know, and didnt even give any reasons..but they dun appreciate those who have done their work. i wonder how they will react if i decide to skip a week's reading allocation. We are also doing the whole abstinence program evaluation and yes they are smart but i find it a bid derogatory at times.. like they know it all.. i feel quite small in the group. Anyway, had a bit of disruption during lectujre today cos jeremy came earlier to use my laptop to watch kill bill but had to keep coming out of class to make it work for him. anyway i couldnt really pay attention, hearing too much of "validity " and " reliability". YUCKS. So after that met jeremy, lydia and xiuhui.. all came by one but guowei was missing.. and we called him a million times and he didnt pick up. i felt terrible abt it but didnt wanna show it..anyway, we practsed a little , went to NUH and after a while, Thank Godthat Guowei called. would have freaked out otherwise.. so we performed and yes! it was GREAT!When i was dancing, just kept telling God that i was doing this for Him and it went perfect. my shoelaces came out though but i didnt step on it.. we got paid immediately and we zoomed out of the place..and then i had a phone call nice company till 430pm till my instructer came.. she was late somemore..! sigh, i think i was too tired today that i sucked at all the engine starts. i acnt stop stalling it..HELP!i feel reall lousy abt not doing this. she can tell me that people who have taken half the lessons that i have can drive better than me. THanks Mdm Teo, thatsjust made everything a lot more encouraging.
So i went home after that to watch my AMAZING RACE! and i'm bored. i cant bear to touch the computing textbook to study for the test on mon. eeeeeehhh...somebody save me from that!