| Monday, October 24, 2005 |
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never have i felt so dumb. well, maybe i have but this is too much of the dosage. i spent the whole day just to read one research article of 8 pages and do a powerpoint for it. I mean, tell me why! i just feel that i'm fearing presentations. Being in this class freaks me out sometimes. i fear beign questioned, stopped and having to look at confused minds. So i feared this time and i took super long to digest every single part of it. At the end of the day, i still didnt quite catch some parts. yes, i do feel stupid. So this morning, i tried being confident and in the initial group discussion, i had three guys!! smart guys. so i had to breathe. it went well, then came the class presentation and i had to breath again. I guess i can thank the ticking of time so i could just breeze through it. To my surprise, it went ok. Looks like i panicked for nothing. slap me. Well, my group makes me feel stupid too. ask me to research on something and when i have done so, he tells me that he's found an article and we can combine. Well, underlying thought in my opinion: "i didnt trust her to do it". so thats how i'm feeling now. Had a good afternoon sleep, after donkey months. Now back to finding the premarital stats. |
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