Life

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I finished my assignment today..and kaiyin helped me to hand it up to the department.. thanks sweetie..! it was a dreaded assignment..and i feel i made a mess out of it. I'm sure the others would have done a much better job. somehow just feel it.. people missed lectures just to do it.. sigh.. i feel inadequate for this class.. we'll see when the grade comes out..i've spent much time doing it..
Anyway, yesterday got a message from Alex, the national director asking me to go for misss Earth 05 and for the record, its the top 3rd best pageant in the world after miss world and universe..i was stumped. He said it's from the 4th to the 23rd of Oct and thats next week! Moreover, how can i go off again after just coming back and miss school for 3 weeks?!well, it was a painful time deciding.. it is an extrememly good oppotunity esp when this pageant needs brains and thats why he wants to send me.. hahah.They have some test on environmental conservation.. Anyway, i even thot if i could push it for like one and a half weeks then go after that and then thot that i shouldnt go.. was difficult decision.. but i guess, if God wants me to go again, he will. Opportunities always come for me anyway! God is good all the time. I felt really angry that i had to study and couldnt go though.. like felt lost, why didnt i graduate last year! Well, i just have to move on i guess. So, i went for driving after 20 days! buti think i could still control the car.. learnt a lot today cos i was ontime and we ended exactly after one and a half hours..learnt so much man.. the right turns are scary..! i realised driving at 5 plus 6 is a horrible time.. so scar when i have to keep braking and pearing the brake and release it and change back to gear one. haha. anyway.. i have 4 months to learn.. so after driving, i went to church for youth prayer.. about 6 or 7 of us only but felt good..and then rushed home to watch the Amzing race family edition!! so nice, remember to catch it every wednesday!
going to ITE clementi tomo to do an evaluation on their "why am i tempted" abstinence program for the students.. should be fun.. then going NUH for the rehearsal for the upcoming wed perf..