Life

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

well, school has started. yesterday was DAY ONE of my honours year.. i went off to school and felt a little encouraged by the post on my whiteboard that said, "all the best for your honours year, love mum" and then went to the bustop only to realise that i had forgotten my wallet and so i missed 2 buses.. and had to go back to take it so i was freaking late so i took a cab and to my dismay, there was a huge jam! and i paid $7 for less than a 10 mins bus ride.. and then got on the 151 which was unluckily non air con and reached school half an hour late. what a bad start. lecture was by Ms Sudha Nair, social support and social networks and it was easy goign for a start... looks like a mangeable lecture. now what bumped me out was the fact tat in the first lecture, someone has gone to print two readings! oh gosh! well, at least we got it to print for ourselves but still! its only the first day of school.wassup man. 3 hr lecture ended and i had to go to science for the intro to computing lecture and guess what, after being late, the whole LT was packed and i had no where to sit.. during the break, i found lydia so sat with her but seriosuly, we all couldnt pay attention cos it was way too boring. bits and bits..i hope i survive this course. so it ended and i had lunch with the giddy goats and then headed off to meet xing yee at suntec and it was a smooth journey but i kinda caught a chill.. i guess it was way too tiring.. i only slept at 2 the night before cos FESTIVAL OF PRAISE(which was awesome by the way)ended late and i was having cramps.. so the next day, having to wake up early and travel so far.. sickness grew in my bones. and i slept through the journey and felt worse when i met her.. so nice to meet her again. she's been so ultra busy that she hadnt even had time to sit down for a cup of coffee.. well, we went to ichiban boshi and sat there for some time till jess came on to meet us.. and the xy left to meet her clients and jess and i went ard.. went to get something to eat.. and i left, hoping to go for this end of the 40 day fast prayer in church.. but i was already late.. so i hopped on a bus that goes to church but i had mixed feelings abt going.. i was feeling so weak and tired and sick.. in the end, decided to go home and i went home to a dark, empty house.. and i felt like crying. i got back those moods where i'd just feel sad for nothing. well maybe something but not something that clear to me. so i actually slept the earliest for a super duper long time, 1030pm! and slept till 1130am this morning.. got up and got a message from nat saying that prayer was super duper good. u see, i knew satan was playing with me last night. i wont let this happen again.so anyway, i cooked lunch with my mum today and enjoyed myself.. i feel awefully bored yet i have tonnes of things to do..my room is a certified junkyard and i really need to clear it up now! so thats all for now!