Life

Saturday, August 27, 2005

So this week was unexpected. I really was so free compared to the hectic lifestyle i usually have.The only hectic day was monday. Had classes from 9-2 then rushed to gombak for driving lesson only to be driven down to eunos. Well, fruitful cos i have been improving each time i get my hands on the car. I think Mdm teo gets irritated with all my "why" questions. heeh. cAN't help it. so theni rushed to bugis to go buy sequins for my national costume and then walked to little india to send it to my tailor and then went to chiantown to meet sandra to shop. Well that was good. havent' seen her for so long and its true, some bonds just cant be broken. love this girl. She was so nice to help me look for orchid accessories. Oh by the way, all these shopping sprees are for my upcoming pageant in turkey. In less than 3 weeks! argh! 2 weeks! i cant believe it. SO i got home about 10 plus after having a filling dinner with her at this street stall. Tues, i had class from 9-12 and i had project meeting and then researched the whole day as i stated in my last blog. Wed- free the whole day but whole day doing riverz admin things.. was fruitful cos i kinda completed it. Then, thurs, i was free again till night when i had dance and something unexpected happen. can;t say wat it is though. then fri i slept in again till i went for class at 1.Then the predicament when yin and i bid for the other tut class diff from lyd and her friends. they were like next to us and becos both of us came late, we couldnt do a mutual swap and kaiyin really looked upset the whole day. felt so upset too. anyway, went to the lib to get some research done.. then went to gatweway to collect my turkish air tickets which i found out, cost $1200. haha. so blessed. ANyway, i'm thinking if i should ask the other side to change my ticket to a day earlier..since seat have opened up. Anyway, i walked aimlessly waiting for time to pass and then went to church for prayer and thereafter for supper with the whole bunch and then till 11 plus with jeremy, lyd and yin. I felt so wierd yest. I felt too free when i actually had so many thigns to do. Felt bogged down by thinking so much.. That only happens when i'm too free. And i didnt even wanna go home, just walked and preoccupied with thinking..
"I don't deserve to be treated this way"
Then again, nothing is fair.
Thank you , to all who love me. You have made a difference.
youth night at 6pm and meeting jason Goh at night! finally!