Life

Sunday, July 03, 2005

so i finally decide to blog after much hesistation..well, i'm really in the lousiest of moods.. so i started work on monday and i have sec one classes , teachign english and History. I made a huge blunder and that is to be extra nice to them. so they were all supposed to hand up one compo for this competition and one compo for me to grade them. So i thought maybe i'll correct their first drafts and they can send in good compo pieces and so i offered to do that, landing myself in trouble cos if i correct one , i have to correct all! and yes, i couldnt, so i had to work overtime. and then comes the printing part. Gosh, there were so many problems with diskettes that some of them who saved their word doc had lost it so they had to re type and so the whole process delayed and i couldnt get the work done to meet the deadline but THANK GOD, the deadline was extended. But because i also offered to print for them, i could only leave school at 430 on friday! its a good thing that tomo is youth day and i have a holiday. i had a sec 5 class gathering at night at my friend, Janice's place and we had bbq.. so i was doing fine with socialising till janice brought her tiramisu out and it just seemed to have too much alcohol in it! and i was like gorging it down cos i really love cakes.. so soon after, i guess with all the bbq food and the cakes, my throat started to burn and i had problems swallowing. I also started to sniff and i knew i was coming up with a flu.. and i got home at 230am..reminds me of Hk. and i couldnt sleep cos i was really falling real ill. I was up and asleep like many times till i finally took some cough syrup that drowned me in my sleep till 2pm on saturday and i went for my first Youth meeting after 6 mths. It was indeed different.. i brought huiqi and her sis to church too.. and then i sat in the middle , only to relaise i was in the middle of the unbecoming age division of the younger and the older ones. It feels so quiet now, no joy, no high spirits, no excitement for Jesus. What's happening! so anyway, i didnt have the mood to eat cos i wasnt well and i had to take care of the iron cobra pedals, etc.. and then when Jo came, we started practising for sunday worship in the dance room and we prayed for each other and i actually burst into tears , feeling helpless. But i regained my energy and picked myself up. And we had a great time practising with me "collapsing on the ground" while Jo who's like 5 yrs older kept going on strong. i truly admire her man. And she gave me a lift back.. the night was bad cos i woke up at 3am and never got back to sleep again. Got ready at 7 plus and left for church in a cab. Well, dancing for 1st service was awesome. I was really blessed and i just felt the presense of God so so strong. Since its youth sunday, the whole service was controlled by youths so it was our youth pastor Eddy who preached about David and Goliath and overcoming the Giants in our lives. truly a good message for all. So scond service was just as good but i was getting more tired and had to slow JO down when i couldnt lift the tambo much higher..but i didnt give up and danced with all my might like David danced! Amazingly pastor Larence actually appreciated us today..Good to have church support i guess. So anyway, after service, had lunch with KP, Ephraim and keith and the plate of noodles sucked! i returned it cos i thot i was eating sand. and then that spoiled the little mood i had to eat. i got back to church and isolated myself. well, i just didnt feel like socialising and talking.. everywhere i went, everyone would come ask how i am, and how was hk. And i have to repeat the same story. it was getting tiring plus i wasnt well and not int he sociable mode. so i waited till youth leaders meeting started. didnt feel that fnny cos they always start with cracking corny jokes! ok ok, it ended early and i went down only to see my friends playing bridge! my fav game so i played till 6 and went grocery shopping so i can cook tomo. it really reminded me of shopping in the supermarket back in HK..all alone..with my cart..so fun! yepperz..i got back and mum oiled my hair for me..cos its so dry.. and i'm whiling the night away cos i dun have to work tomo! but i am getting tired so i sould sleep.. whats more, the cough mixture is getting me drowsy..and my voice is gone..