Life

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

its funny but i was somehow excited to go to school today. i guess i'm just tyring to occupy my time and fill it up with things like that..i'm still feeling really moody and have no desire to have fun, enjoy myself etc.. i mean, my birthday is approaching but i'm not the least excited.i dont know why. starting yesterday i started to get sms's on what i want but i just dun know how to answer them. Jacintha is so sweet, she asked me that in the morning and then i said something and she said, "luckily u didnt say that u want hk!". so cute. now my life is surrounded with youths below 16.. Huiqi, my ex tutiion kid has been calling me almost every day.. and then i'm teaching sec one kids.. suddenly Daniel Chan has started talking to me on msn.. and then even in school, when i'm just reliefing and not teaching, i've been speaking to some of them on a personal level. I had one such experience today. Its really sad to ehar such things from her. hope those reading this will not be stumbled. well, she's sec 2 and i saw her reading "heaven is so real" and started talking to her about the book and God as a whole.. but sadly she said that her mum asaked her to read and she doesnt really take God seriously and she always does bad things everyday.. (in her language) and she says she stopepd bothering what God thinks etc.. and she told me a shocking news..maybe i shouldt say it. its really so sad and she said she was depressed for a long time even now when people keep blaming her etc..so i was talking to her etc..and challenged her to increase her faith and open her heart to recieve Jesus more..and when i left the class, i was really convinced on being a school social worker.so anyway.. the rest of the day was ok.. oh phoebe came to teach today too.. got her a relief position too.. so yeah! i get to see her now but poor girl has to travel from boon lay each morning..So another news. HKU results are out.
Organisational Behaviour:A
Marriage and the family: A-
Cantonese:A-
Divorce, seperation and remarriage: B
Youth crime and juvenile justice issues: B
Social policy and planning:B-
GPA:3.32/4
Praise the lord! Now i'm officially an honours student in NUS. phew. that was scary for a while. Alright, an hour to go before dance starts.. gonna nap for a while.. chiaoz!