| Thursday, July 14, 2005 |
| So the past 2 weeks,i've attended 3 graduations. Sigh, basically almost all of my good friends have graduated..:< it sucks in a way cos i really wanna graduate too and i'm thinking of not seeing these friends next 2 semesters..may be lonely and bored with school.. am thinking of ministry work more than anything else.. am intending to go to cambodia in september for a mission trip and its by music ministry so i'll be doing what i always wanted to do.. teach dance to the kids and teens.. and teach them a new means of praising God with their movements. see.. i'm so excited abt all these BUT not school in august.. i'm also excited abt the riverz recital, sonic fest! argh.. i'm going crazy..i dunno what i really want in life..being unattached is great for one.. cos it gives me a lot more time to plan my days without having to think of someone else..relief teaching is good pay and is fruitful but its before long that i've to face up to my fears.. of doing that thesis and modules that begin at 9am int he morning and the 1 and a half hr hourney to and fro again.. no one to take lifts from anymore..ALL ON MY OWN. 365 days before i get into that grad gown and my orange sash(not pink:<) and take my scroll from the harry porters..ok la,i should sleep, i'll break a record if i wake up late again tomo and have to take a cab for 5 days in a row. |
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