Life

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Phoe and i got to church earlier than usual this time.. U know was thinking, God placed phoe in my life not only for me to reach out to but for me to go to church every sunday! Anyway BIG NEWS! PHOEBE HAS ACCEPTED CHRIST! Woo hoo! this is such an amazing grace from God. really felt God move in her life and i didnt do anything really. All i did was to bring her to church and i knew she accepted Christ only when i brought her to the alter..I was really happy..and then after service, i had a farewell lunch from my ICA dancers.. was a nice place..and i was really touched when Karen said " Elizabeth, we will really miss you. you taught us how to dance" Gosh, i almost teared with that. And i brushed it off saying its their own effort. heh. it was. Then phoe , Kannie and i went to Tsim Tsa Tsui to thread our eyebrows and it was kannies first time.. she was so excited. got my eyebrows cleaned though not that happy. Then we phoe and i shopped a bit in tst and met with vineesha for a while. Before taking the mtr she gave me a tight hug and said goodbye and again iw as going to cry but i only did so when she left so she wouldn't feel horrible abt it. It was bad. i felt it hard. now im still thinking if i should send her off cos i knw its going to be real hard though i dun wanna be selfish and think about how i would feel. i don't know when i'd ever see that lovely girl again. It hurts. so anyway, we went on to mongkok to get stuff and hold and behold, i meet aunty maria, Uncle ben and their two kids! surprise surprise! i couldnt belive my eyes. for one moment, i felt like i was back in Singapore again. It sucked but it was great bumping into them again! Heh. well, after that brought phoe to the jersey shop and told her i was getting that for her birthday. a perosnalised one. she was happy. So we were totally broke. no choice but to get back. and we did and the moment i got home and checked my email, i saw an opening for the post of a pre commencement presentor to interview the graduates and families. its running from the 6th tot he 16th and there are 21 shows. i'll be paid $120 a day. That is such an opportunity! so irushed my CV and sent it in. Hopefully im not too late though i am officially 2 days late. and it sucks cos the chances are slim. They are only looking for three presentors and i'm not even in singapore to go for an interview. sigh. will pray about it and if i get it, i know God is listening to me! hehe. so then i rushed to phoes place to cook for and with her. brought vegetables over and we intended to have a movie marathon but i guess we only lasted for 2 movies huh. so viv , phoe and i were so comfortable at patrick mansion watching! i had a long conversation with nat today and i think i upset him by saying that i'm the least bit excited to come back. Got lots to thank him for encouraging me on the things i can look forward to back home, telling me they miss me and want me back,etc. it makes me feel better and gives me more purpose in going HOME. Seriously, too many things today made me feel singaporean again.. talking to ICA dancers abt dancing in GTC, seeing uncle ben and aunt maria , talking to nat.. aiyoh! yes yes! only 14 more days ok!now i need to go and bathe and think abt whether i'll be sending vin off.. goodnight.. 4 days to china and no packing done!