Life

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

sigh. i dun understand why i can never get up earlier than 12! this is horrid. my poor neighbour woke up just to wake me up! i already feel so bad. so comes into my room to wake me up and i dun wake up.. i'm DISGUSTED with myself. well, anyway, i cooked a fast lunch in order to get back to my work but i couldnt quite cos i was on msn.. discussing riverz recital stuff with her, talking to guowei, to joshua, kaiyin, figuring out when i should book my airtickets.. sigh.. everything but study. I just can't study. i think social policy first few chapters are really tough and philosophical and without concentration, i just couldnt do it. so i only studied 2 chapters today and thats it. and i started on the sociology essay. tomo will be burnt completing the soci gp project when phoe comes over in the morning. urgh. what am i going to do? i'm worried yet not doing anyting abt it. God will eb so disappointed with my sucky attitude. so my friend reminded me that i came here to study and i should study so everything else is secondary. But how can i?! i keep thinking all the time. i only had dinner at 11pm somemore. that is, toasted bread, a sausage and a bpiled egg and floor soup! Oh, i finally managed to send my hip hop dance performance video to Guowei! hurrah!the first singaporean to recieve it so whoever wants to see it can email him at evolution_wei@hotmail.com. He was sooo patient. it took about 6 to 7 hours. Anyway, its interesting that in a span of 24 hours, 2 guys named me as a ballerina and one of them had a dream of me dancing ballet with a piano accompaniment he was playing. Now at least i know God wants me to dance. iS that all i should know? Thats all i need to know i guess.:>) sleep!