Life

Saturday, April 30, 2005

i had an interesting day. I wanted to dedicate it to God. well, i woke up early so that i can start cooking before my friends come.. then they came and we had chicken curry and prata and then i was so hungry but i dunno why.. when i saw my friend online, i forgot all abt my hunger.. yeah my friends had to ask em to eat.. then after that we continued our china trip planning and today we decided on the itiniery. we are going to inner mongolia! woohoo then to beijing, shanghai, nanjing, suchow,huangshan..yepp and then i rushed to bathe cos i wanted to visit the youths today..and today was apparently a special function where other youth ministries gather together at Wanchai with the ica youths.. i was very late but i was pleasantly surprised to see Jason mae.. the guy who came to preach at HKU and everyone was praying on hteir knees.. i saw so many youths man.. all praying fervantly.. and then.. they asked the leaders of all the different churches and denominations to go on stage. i hesistated but something pushed me to go up. i actually thot i lost the passion in serving the youths but wanting God to show me what he wants me to do for Him.Then we were on stage, on out knees for one and a quater hours!gosh..i'm not someone who can pray long really but i felt the annointing so strong and the leaders all ard me.. with their hearts on fire. His presense was real strong. YEAH. then i suddenly felt so much at ease ,peace and place. I went for SALT later and i compared my sense of belonging and ministry and just felt right and better when i was with the youths although for the first time. I guess God is stirring up a deeper passion within me for the youths once again.. preparing me when i'm back i guess..SALT discussion was good and matured.. a very different kinda exposure compared to youths cos it involved deep bible discussiona and everyone' much older so the envoronment is different. Anyway, i met sophie and brought her for cell today. i'm sure she enjoyed herself.Then i decided to follow sophia wherever she wanted to go and she was ok having dinner with the rest.. i had carbonara at 30hk.. something i wont get in singapore. The interesting thing is that today, i set my priority for God and i was hardly thinking about rishing home for survivor.. like amazing! pp who know me would know that that's a marked improvement! BUT!when i went to the restaurant, we were sitting in the middle of two tv's on the local english channels! then i asked them to change to channel world and survivor was right in front of me! i could fellowship and God gave me survivor! amazing!so after that, i went in search for the shop that sells the wonderful vegetables that i bought last week but it was closed. No vegetbles for a week!yeah.. i called my cousin once i got back but she didnt pick up.. at least i wished her on the voicemail.. then i also called jeremy to wish him on his bday but he didnt pick up.. this whole week i've been trying tog et weiyi but to no avail so i finally called her agai today and got her.. on the phone for an hour but i really was happy to talk to her..yeah.. now i'll start on my essay again..sigh..oh
i saw my room door move a bit and i said ya?!and tif was standing outside with a wierd look and she said oh she just wanted to know if i was in..then she asked me whether i have recieved anything from my angel and i said no and then she asked me if i have given anything to my angel and i said yes and then i suspected she's my angel so i went to tickle her and force her to tell me and yes! she's my angel who wanted to secretly give me a note and a pair of pruple earrings!SO SWEET! now i have to pretend that i dunno!hehe