Life

Saturday, March 19, 2005

i slacked till cell at 6pm..and was late again! But today's word really spoke to me..i'm such a judgemental persona dn there's a list of should an should not's and when a person crosses that.. i will get all messed up in thoughs and words.. and this spoke to me. its out inner spiritual obedience that leads to our obedient acts and love deeds towards God and not the other way round. You can tell a person not to smoke but within him , if his desire is to smoke, he still will desire to and vice versa so itis thus important to encourage one another based on building up the spiriutal man before attacking the sin becasue it will naturally flow..i learnt so much and it related to me with regards to a close friend and other friends i've judged..Also.. we went thru the whole truth and error of saying "putting the past behind you" and also learnt.. thats not good advise for people unless its a hinderence towards Drawign closer to God.. well.. also learnt lotsa things can be that hinderence.. even having a partner that does not encourage ou and build up your spiritual man is a hinderence to your walk with God. Just like its said in philipians , to forget the hinderences and press on towards the goal God has called us to. Commonsensical that if God has called us to do His work then he will partner us up with someone who would faciltate that with you. ..
i went to Alex place near westwood for dinner.. i got lost.. had to walk a lot and Ben ecthed me from somewhere near..wow.. the moment i got in..the house was packed.. beautiful place man.. His omcpnay sponsors everything! and he treated us to dinner.. they bbq'ed/ hotpot and we had laksa.. and there was too much beer. sigh. why are they all getting hooked to drinks? Alex comes out of the kitchen with dozens of beer and tells everyone that we have to finsh all of them before going home. All i can tell em is "what are u doing to them?".. sighz..i heard they all got drunk in taiwan too..i'm so worried for weiyi.Anyway, i'm going to invote all for easter musical.. so pray that their hearts wil be open to come.
we had a great time after that listenign to music , watching hitch,and dancing salsa! Alex has been doing salsa for 5 yrs! and i took him on and i sucked! aha..maybe i'll learn more from him.so it was great.. watched some latin dance videos..really nice atmosphere..the guards kept coming up to tell us to lower our volumes..so it was fun overall.. gonna sleep now!