Life

Friday, March 25, 2005

Thank you Jesus for dying on the cross and paying the price for our sins!
service was so good. It was a short one hour but i felt the presense of God and the reminiscence of the price he paid on the cross. Today is very emotional for me. I kept thinking of God and i actually wanted so much to talk to my family. felt like i kinda started missing them. I guess.. this period, i chose to spend it alone... i hadnt met the rest yest and today..and i kinda wanted to be alone.. and then every single thing reminded me of someone or something. i miss someone really close to my heart and hadnt heard from him for a long time. i miss Riverz so much that i never can stop choreographing dance items. as of now, i finished one dance and am in the midst of doing "jesus lover of my soul". Well.. i was kinda upset too.. i had recorded the hall dance item and was so eager to send it to my family and kristen. Both failed to recieve it. The sad thing is they felt the file was too big and didnt seem excited to recieve it. I was so sad that i actually teared. This is the first time i wont be getting home support for my dance performance and that video meant so much. i wish technology was more advanced.. and had a faster speed of transfer. Anyway..i got some recipes from my mum and spoke to her on skype..i can sense she's missing me so much. so i cooked a big meal, rendang chicken and mixed vegetables but the rendang chicken turned out to be fried rendang chicken. well i cooked rice for the first time too. Well.. remember i mentioned about the book "the lost boy" that i have to read? i'm close to half done. I'm really proud of myself. it is a real good book. At least the only one that has inspired me to keep reading. highly recommended.i read till 4am. I was frustrated cos i spent more than an hour tryong to change my blogskin. i just dunno why my friend didnt wanna help me with it.i was so upset my posts weren;t getting thru and i really had a headache. i gave up. Thank God she helped me the next morning or i'd be real moody again.Thanks kris.