Life

Thursday, March 03, 2005

I didn’t get up on time for my lecture cos my body was aching from dance yesterday and it was sooo cold! So I got up in time for the student forum on sex. Wahah. Well, it was really formal.. we had name tags etc.. and yeah..it started off well but I seemed to have a lot of attacks on my conservative ideals about sex, homosexuality, giving free condoms etc. At the end of the whole thing, my friends told me I am very conservative and that I made Singapore seem that way too.. anyway, iwas stumped by a qn from the floor.. did Singapore ban oral sex? I didn’t know.. and I didn’t know what to say. I made one sweeping statement about how I feel men cannot live without sex but women can. And this professor begged to differ.. Gosh, for the first time, everyone was openly talking about sex. I was quite disgusted when this Netherlands guy. Girsh said that sex is life and condoms is like toilet paper. Gosh. We almost got into a quarrel but I prevented that from happening.I dun feel good after the forum.. somehow I wonfer if my ideals have been challenged. What stays is that I know pre marital sex is not condoned from the context of the bible..when I got back I read an article posted on the gtc yahoo groups and it was how we are called to be peculiar..and interestingly I guess that applies to me..after the forum, there was Cantonese class and I rushed off for my first modern jazz class at flora ho sports centre. It was really basic stuff but I guess it hones my patience and brings me back to basics.. my body is aching from all that body isolation. Spoke to the instructor.. and yeah.. I guess I’ll go slow..and take it as an opportunity to keep myself back in track to dance..my hall badminton team was playing against another hall just next door and I had to go and support them. We lost quite badly and iw as quite sad.. think I’m picking up hall patriotism to be feeling this way but it is this way in hku halls/hostels , the culture of unity is so so strong. I walked back in the cold wind back to school.. it took me 20 minutes and i was late for class..there was a guest lecturer who’s a judge by profession and he let us into some judicial issues with regards to divorce. His voice was so monotonous and I felt so sleepy.. haha..i got back straight after that and cooked macaroni soup for my dinner..then I got online.. and before this, luke made me feel so bad about how I’ve missed his birthday for three years in a row! I cant miss his next yr!! I have to remember FEBUARY 3RD!I PROMISE Luke,I will treat ya next yr when u turn 26!ok doc.. that’s about all folks! Goodnight.